Mary Alice 's Words S1e4 
    
        Yes, labels are important to the living,
        they dictate how people see themselves 

 

Mary Alice 's Words S1e3
     

       Yes, I remember the world. Every detail.
       And what I remember most is how afraid I was. What a waste.
       You see, to live in fear is not to live at all.
       I wish I could tell this to those I left behind, but would it do any good? Probably not.
       I understand now there will always be those who face their fears, and there will always be those who run away.

                                                                smack that ---eminem

Shady
Convict
Up front
Akon
Slim Shady
I see the one
cuz she be that lady
I feel you creepin'''', I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over.
Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, ''''till you get sore
smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, ''''till you get sore,
smack that, oooh.
Up front style. Ready to attack now.
Pull in the parking lot slow with the lack down.
Convicts got the whole thing packed down.
Step in the club. The wardrobe intact now.
I feel it. Go on and crack now.
Ooh, I see it. Don''''t let back now.
Im''''a call her. Then I put the mack down.
Money? No problem. Pocket full of that now.
I feel you creepin'''', I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over.
Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, ''''till you get sore
smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, ''''till you get sore,
smack that, oooh.
Ooh! Looks like another club banger.
They better hang on.
When I throw this thang on.
Get a little drink on. They goin'''' flip.
For this Akon shit. You can bank on it.
Pedicure, manicure, kitty cat claws.
The way she climbs up and down them poles.
Lookin'''' like one of them Pretty Cat Dolls.
Tryna hold my woody back through my drawers.
Steps off stage, didn''''t think I saw her.
Creeps up behind me and she''''s like, you''''re -
I''''m like, yeah I know, let''''s cut to the chase.
No time to waste. Back to my place.
Plus from the club to the crib''''s like a mile away.
Or more like a palace, shall I say.
And plus I got a pal. Every gal is game.
In fact he''''s the one singing the song that''''s playing!
(Akon!)
I feel you creepin'''', I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over.
Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, ''''till you get sore
smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, ''''till you get sore,
smack that, oooh
Eminem''''s rollin'''', D an'''' them rollin''''.
Boo an'''' Oh Marvelous an'''' them rollin''''.
Women just hoin''''.
Big booty rollin''''.
Soon I be all in them an'''' throwin D.
Hittin'''' no less than 3.
Block will style like wee, wee.
Girl, I can tell you want me, ''''cause lately.
I feel you creepin'''', I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over.
Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, ''''till you get sore
smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, ''''till you get sore,
smack that, oooh.

Lonely I'm Mr. lonely,
I have nobody for my own
I'm so lonely,    
I'm Mr. Lonely    
I have nobody for my own  　  
I'm so lonely,

Yo(You), this one here,
Goes out to all my players out there, man, ya(you) kno (know)  

That got that one good girl,dawg That's always been there man like
Took all the bullshit    
Then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave  


Yeah
I woke up in the middle of the night  
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin',
For her I was Feenin',
So I had to take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few years,  
Tryin figure out what I did to make it go bad,  
Cause ever since my girl left me,  
My whole life can crash in a moment

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)  
I have nobody to call my own
I'm so lonely (so lonely
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody to call my own (to call my own)  

Can't believe I had a girl like you
And I just let you walk right outta my life,
After all I put you through you still stucked  
Around and stayed by my side,    
What really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby    
You were a good girl and I had no right,  
I Really wanna make things right,
Cause, without you in my life girl
  
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)    
I have nobody to call my own    
I'm so lonely (so lonely)    
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)  
I have nobody to call my own  

Been all about the world ain't nevermet a girl  
that can take the things that you been through  
Never thought the day would come    
Where you would get up and run  
And I would be out chasing u  
Cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be  

Ain't no one in the globe I'd rather see    
Then the girl of my dreams that made me be so happy but now so lonely  
  

lonely (so lonely)  
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody to call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)  
I have nobody to call my own (to call my own)    

Never thought that I'd be alone (be alone),  
I didn't think you'd be gone this long,
I just want you to call my phone,  
So stop playing, girl and come on home (come on home),    
Baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out)
I never wished I'd ever hurt my baby (Hurt my baby)  
  
And it's drivin me crazy bcause ...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)  
I have nobody to call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)  
I have nobody to call my own (to call my own)  

Lonely, so lonely,(lonely),  
So lonely, (so lonely),  
Mr. Lonely,( lonely), so lonely  
So lonely, so lonely, so lonely, Mr. Lonely  

 

             4.26..the examination of the senior school..........
                     that means our high school life wiil end...
                     I will say goodbye to my sweetie classmates
            what was my high school life left?  one myself has been dead
                                                              one most important teacher of my life
                                                              one little boy left in my mind                                              
                                                              one dream I wanna to achieve
                                                              so many guns I will never forget
                                                              so many sweetie girl friends I love forever
             4.25,,,I can't get what I really think about inside.It seems that I fear lost. Auctally lost my valuable memorize,I always forget this ,foget that.
                      But today,I realize nothing will disappear.All of us on our own way,I saw everybody had their lifestyle.We just depart for while,we can get together again anytime.It just an ending of a stage,meanwhile we star another stage of our life.It's a good opportunity for somebody to restar their lifestyle or exchange themselves to have a new life.Hope angle will around you.
                    

         " Together we can touch the sky,none gonna be to high, I believe we can fly,See it's what we try"
                                          
                                                                                                              ending ...^ ^ with a nice simile

       睡了好多时间内...
               醒过来米迷糊糊..
                      还好意志还存在...
    牢记:         明天早上的笔试和面试...
                                             - -怎么一点也不紧张.(古怪)
                                              
                     晚上的ayu演唱会...                                         
                                            - -怎么没有那么兴奋了..(神经质.)

      最近.对外界事物的反映变的有点迟钝...

      发现时间太快 ..  现在偶乱的很...复杂难解释..
                               为什么每次都是到了最后的时刻才这样...
                               这才发现.后悔药買不到...
                               珍惜... 这2个字 - -.. 奥妙.!
      我真希望时间停住...
                               好让偶. 拥抱所有的一切..!


     偶的保佑:  偶家文文.考试成功内..(- -真是受不料噢..每见过这样的高三学生.,,整天弄着小狗.还好偶从来不担心你,知道你很有分寸内,,,)
                     猪头,往后好好的.(可以自己动起来了内,别老别人用力的推都不动,)
                     小潘,数学上限内.,(真是地,那么可爱..还有个傻人爸比.)
                     敏敏能顺利考上内,和JJJ未来要美丽内.!...(JJJ这个名字- -实在.饶口,感觉美国黑人念RAP.)
                     宏宏和小00,2个不爱学习的家伙..- -逃棵!!! 算了,上帝会原谅你们的,一定能在天空飞啊飞的.
                     兔子,,..饿..忘记考虾米学校鸟,,不过不是重点能进就OK..忽忽~
                     旭..真想不通,三月份会落帮.不过内.就凭你肚子上的肉肉.偶断定你这次一定进.
                     菲菲地香个里拉梦成真内.
                     啊查.也要加油考进本科,,( - -别老想进不来日本找小姑娘..)
                     包包.......................................................................................!
                                                                                                                          以上.
   我们的未来不是梦内..

                                           毕业生鉴

    高中对于我说可谓是人生中不可以忘却的重要部分之一，在有了个人自我理想意识以来第一个可自我分析的桥接。
我认为高中的三年以我个人而言，可以分为三个阶段。
    1.刚进入高中，这是青春期叛逆期的顶峰。
在看似学习繁忙不可透气艰难，事实上只是一个阶段过度的初三,传随了家长老师的一句通用语，可以说太被周遭人所过于强调看重,自然而然形成一个不成文的“语言”延传，“只要你能苦这一年，考上一个好的高中，进大学就在眼前，将来找工作就很方便。”，“苦好这一年你可以尽情的玩。”等诸如词类的话语，太被我们这代人所牢记了。在抹零两可间，也好似看上去就那么的苦了一年。(其实多嘴上叫苦,可规为心理压力大于实际压力。)经历了这被众人所誉为的“人生一大转折点”。也依据众人所说的，疯狂的度过了一个没有任何学习的暑假，就在这样的状态下进入了高中开始了高中的第一年学习生活。可见依旧延续着暑假那个毫无人生目标，毫无人生压力负担及责任，只是毫无意识的陶醉在那句被众人挂在最边的话语中。我那看似风平浪静的高中生活进行着。
    2.正确引导,危机感诞生及延续。
从刚进入班级的第2名到在班级的中等水平。嘴上硬说不在乎不放心上，对于生性好强脾气又倔强的我。其实内心以开始萌芽淡淡的危机感，同时加上外部因素施加的各个方面的压力，其最主要的是那位优秀的班主任的正确引导。在一次两人面对面敞开心的交谈，我第一次有摸到了自己心的感觉、第一次有悔恨的感觉、第一次有小小的梦想的感觉,、也第一次有被理解被认可的感觉.。这种复杂且很难解释的心理没有随着那位班主任不担任我的班主任而改变，这是我欣慰的，也是我自豪的。我找到了真实的自己，这个阶段是我深刻体会到高中生涯给我带来的多么大的精神宝藏和知识宝藏。这个阶段也是我从小大到最艰难的一个时段，在放松后的学习，起步特别慢特别有摧折感，除了学习方面，思想斗争也格外的激烈。开始规划自己的人生规划，但又要符合现实状况。对些社会问题也开始关注，就会开始慢慢在心理产生多方面的问题。这是一个艰难的过渡期，庆幸的是在正确的引导以及所有给过我支持和鼓励的朋友、亲人、老师的帮助下，我没有走回头路，我把持着自己内心小小火炬，没有让它熄灭，虽然前进的速度不那么快，重要的是我在以自己及大家给我的力量下努力着，不断的往正确的方向前行着。高中学习生活的意义随之出现，这是对于我而言真正的人生一大转折点。在高中学习生活中我找到了自己的人生奋斗目标，在高中学习生活中我真正的自我发自内心的体会及认识了解到了友谊、亲情、师生情谊存在的意义和把握用心正确经营这些的重要性，也是在高中学习生活中我开始朦胧的产生了些责任感。随之这些不可避免的会产生些压力和危机感，但我在这里学会了如何将这些压力和危机感正确的转变成正面因素成为我的一大动力。我会不断的给自己危机感,即使它并我存在，危机感让我不停的思考，让我不断摸索前进路上的绊脚石。危机感让我格外的激情，因为每当度过一个绊脚石就是一次证明自我存在价值，这是留在我人生路上重要的标记。
    3.保持心态，激发同伴。
高中学习的尾声，对我来说依然那么具有意义和价值。也是在这个时候让我更加珍惜在高中学习生活的每一分每一秒和自己学习同伴们在一起的宝贵美丽时光。我已明确了自己的人生规划路，也不断摸索前进中。但前进过程中好似缺少了些同伴。我对同伴的简单定义是：有着自己的人生目标、人生规划、在摸索前进的过程中或只是刚起步，甚至可以只是有着梦想和憧憬。我希望可以给这样的有着梦想的同伴带去力量和鼓励。虽然我也只是一个在慢步前行的人，也正因为我走在这条路上，体会过心酸和艰难的部分，所以我希望自己可以在别人逆境的时候给出正确的引导和力量。也同时并力前行达到互助的效果，这支队伍人数越多，我们各自的自身力量就越大，克服困难的信心就越强，离梦想终点的希望不是不可以达到的，激发同伴同时给自己也带来了无穷的力量，是我所无比期望的。
    高中学习生活过程中所学习到的一切都不会随着毕业而终止，一切都会在在我人生的路上继续延续下去，美丽的高中生活给我带来的太多，切发生在这高中校园里的每个小细节我都会将它牢牢的记在我的脑中